cough coughh:/

so guess what! im sick :( what fun. not!! i hate being sick and i get sick realllly easily  :/ because im iron deficent(spelling) which is no fun to be. 

but anyways theres this number thing on facebook and its weird you message someone a number and stuff and they give your honest opinion of them
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 and yea i found out this  chick wants to chill with my ex boyfriend ..like i dont care  i have no feelings for him like at all. im perfectly content with alex. but to want to hang out with some girl you considered you're bestfriend.. her ex..thats just so well... pathetic and the lowest thing you could do
 i've lost all respect for her now. no matter what i still do things for her.... but now.nope never again.

vans warped tour 2011

i really hate being  insomniac!   but anyways im writing some songs and texting the other half, my bestfriend amanda lynn<3 :).  although now i have writers block well poo:/ so i need inspiration!! like now!  there's so many topics just floating around in my head but  i cant seem to articulate them into words and write them down! so aggrivating!!!  hopefully this small set back will be over with soon!
 if not..im screwed.

  im really bored and i cant sleep or write a song so im just going to babble about random stuff. one i do have to say i hatethe cold!!!! :/ but i sleep in my boyfriends shirt sweats and a hoodie:) oh and my boyfriends hemp necklace its justkeeps me at ease when i wear it :). 2) i need new vans, mine are all worn in now. and yeah.3) i cant wait till december 14.:) 4) SUMMER 2011 WILL BE AMAZING!   a month at the beach with my bestfriend and mom with bonfire parties. walking around the boardwalk making new friends and of course WARPED TOUR 2011!!! :D

so yea thats all for now(: because now imgetting sleeeepy zzzzzz!:) so goodnight blogging world :))

recap of my day :)

so  i hurt my wrist on friday in english, and i have to wear a wrist brace and it so freaking hard to write with it on! but i have to leave it on for at least 2 weeks. :/ oh joy! whichmeans i'll have to wear it on the day of the show...moshing and  a wrist  brace..what fun :(.

 but anyways back to my rant  i think by having to write its only making it worse, but i cant not do my work. i mean i do want to pass! i stayed after and took a make up quiz for english and got an A :D..im so proud of myself! i actually studied and obviously it paid off. :) im not one to really study 0.o.

and let me just say this gauging from a 2 to a 0 hurts like oh my god!!!!

Yeah boy and doll face.

so i go to ALOT of concerts but it not like its a bad thing.i mean i get  to hear of new bands! :) which is always good. but anyways, im going to another concert on tuesday the 14th. its pierce the veil and attack attack! :D im so excited!  im in lovee with the song caraphernelia by pierce the veil ,im going with amanda and her favorite song is chemical kids and mechanical brides off of their old album a flair for the dramatic.  i hope they play songs off their old album and the new one Selfish  Machines. the only difference about this concert is well the tickets were alot more EXPENSIVE,ohmygod! 179$ FOR 3 tickets for amanda my mom and i.   this show better be worth it!! if not we should meet them (: but i dont want to jinx it. so i guess we'll wait and seee.

oliver scott sykes :)

okay so everyone's heard of bring me the horizon and oli sykes right?? if not you should have at least heard of his clothing line drop dead. anyways. im listening to the song chelsea smile while gauging from a 2 to 0(which by the way really hurts!:[ ) but anyways. i want to know why everyone goes on their lyrics and such i mean i understand everyone has their own opinion but to hate on a band and claim their lyrics make no sense. when in all reality they're singing about life and partying and  well love.. just with their own twist.. screaming and as itunes says... aggressive sonic temper tantrums and insane bass and drumming. but its catchy! i mean you can never get tired of their album, each song is different! :D which always helps the artist get further in their career. sure they have tattoos and piercings and gauges but indviduality is key right?  you dont want to be like everyone else. be different stand out!  heres a picture of bring me the horizon.

 the one on the far left  is oliver. heres apicture of oli wearing his drop dead clothing line.so not only can he sing and deffinitley throw an amazing concert with the help of the rest of bring me the horizon he has his own clothing line so he's doing both of his passions!

sounds good to me! he went through his life with everyone doubting him and taunting him saying he'd never do anything what started out as just a bunch of friends making music turned into one of the UK's biggest metalcore group. and now they're even more popular in america and bring me the horizon started out in 2004 now look at them! i guess the saying really is true.no mater who no matter the circumstance,if you put your mind to it you achieve anything just look at oli! <3

another lovely day.

so  so so so.
i just had a burst of hyperness right there:))
 i just remember  i have another concert to go to!
 on december 14th.its attack attack.pierce the veil.emmure.  and two other ones but anyways.im going with the bestfriend. more moshing :D! haha. although hopefully i'll be able to breathe this time.

haha.  people are watching degrassi next to me.bahah its hilarious they get so caught up in it. i mean it's a show, dont get so into it! but  do what makes you happy i suppose. (:

'& this routine has become so tiring, i'm at a loss for words.'

so much has changed and yet still some things never will. but i guess that's how life is. i mean fighting over the pettiest little things doesnt get you anywhere, in fact it makes u look immature.  but i guess in the end none of it matters. althought i must say im tired of stuck up people who make fun of other people just beccause they think they're in a higher place. you're in highschool shouldn't you guys have respect by now.i was in 3rd period and this guy would not shut up and his friend was just as bad. i mean really. dont try to give someone a 'tutorial' onhow  to do something if you can'tdo it yourself. then get mad at her becauseshe can'tdo it. its just rude and all around idiotic.  yes. im socially awkward i didnt know  it was a crime. im quiet unless u talk to me first or i know you really well.  today is just not my day.  hopefully  after school i'll go home and go to sleep and feel better. if not i'll think of something to do.