cough coughh:/

so guess what! im sick :( what fun. not!! i hate being sick and i get sick realllly easily  :/ because im iron deficent(spelling) which is no fun to be. 

but anyways theres this number thing on facebook and its weird you message someone a number and stuff and they give your honest opinion of them
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 and yea i found out this  chick wants to chill with my ex boyfriend ..like i dont care  i have no feelings for him like at all. im perfectly content with alex. but to want to hang out with some girl you considered you're bestfriend.. her ex..thats just so well... pathetic and the lowest thing you could do
 i've lost all respect for her now. no matter what i still do things for her.... but now.nope never again.

vans warped tour 2011

i really hate being  insomniac!   but anyways im writing some songs and texting the other half, my bestfriend amanda lynn<3 :).  although now i have writers block well poo:/ so i need inspiration!! like now!  there's so many topics just floating around in my head but  i cant seem to articulate them into words and write them down! so aggrivating!!!  hopefully this small set back will be over with soon!
 if not..im screwed.

  im really bored and i cant sleep or write a song so im just going to babble about random stuff. one i do have to say i hatethe cold!!!! :/ but i sleep in my boyfriends shirt sweats and a hoodie:) oh and my boyfriends hemp necklace its justkeeps me at ease when i wear it :). 2) i need new vans, mine are all worn in now. and yeah.3) i cant wait till december 14.:) 4) SUMMER 2011 WILL BE AMAZING!   a month at the beach with my bestfriend and mom with bonfire parties. walking around the boardwalk making new friends and of course WARPED TOUR 2011!!! :D

so yea thats all for now(: because now imgetting sleeeepy zzzzzz!:) so goodnight blogging world :))

recap of my day :)

so  i hurt my wrist on friday in english, and i have to wear a wrist brace and it so freaking hard to write with it on! but i have to leave it on for at least 2 weeks. :/ oh joy! whichmeans i'll have to wear it on the day of the show...moshing and  a wrist  brace..what fun :(.

 but anyways back to my rant  i think by having to write its only making it worse, but i cant not do my work. i mean i do want to pass! i stayed after and took a make up quiz for english and got an A :D..im so proud of myself! i actually studied and obviously it paid off. :) im not one to really study 0.o.

and let me just say this gauging from a 2 to a 0 hurts like oh my god!!!!

Yeah boy and doll face.

so i go to ALOT of concerts but it not like its a bad thing.i mean i get  to hear of new bands! :) which is always good. but anyways, im going to another concert on tuesday the 14th. its pierce the veil and attack attack! :D im so excited!  im in lovee with the song caraphernelia by pierce the veil ,im going with amanda and her favorite song is chemical kids and mechanical brides off of their old album a flair for the dramatic.  i hope they play songs off their old album and the new one Selfish  Machines. the only difference about this concert is well the tickets were alot more EXPENSIVE,ohmygod! 179$ FOR 3 tickets for amanda my mom and i.   this show better be worth it!! if not we should meet them (: but i dont want to jinx it. so i guess we'll wait and seee.

oliver scott sykes :)

okay so everyone's heard of bring me the horizon and oli sykes right?? if not you should have at least heard of his clothing line drop dead. anyways. im listening to the song chelsea smile while gauging from a 2 to 0(which by the way really hurts!:[ ) but anyways. i want to know why everyone goes on their lyrics and such i mean i understand everyone has their own opinion but to hate on a band and claim their lyrics make no sense. when in all reality they're singing about life and partying and  well love.. just with their own twist.. screaming and as itunes says... aggressive sonic temper tantrums and insane bass and drumming. but its catchy! i mean you can never get tired of their album, each song is different! :D which always helps the artist get further in their career. sure they have tattoos and piercings and gauges but indviduality is key right?  you dont want to be like everyone else. be different stand out!  heres a picture of bring me the horizon.

 the one on the far left  is oliver. heres apicture of oli wearing his drop dead clothing line.so not only can he sing and deffinitley throw an amazing concert with the help of the rest of bring me the horizon he has his own clothing line so he's doing both of his passions!

sounds good to me! he went through his life with everyone doubting him and taunting him saying he'd never do anything what started out as just a bunch of friends making music turned into one of the UK's biggest metalcore group. and now they're even more popular in america and bring me the horizon started out in 2004 now look at them! i guess the saying really is true.no mater who no matter the circumstance,if you put your mind to it you achieve anything just look at oli! <3

another lovely day.

so  so so so.
i just had a burst of hyperness right there:))
 i just remember  i have another concert to go to!
 on december 14th.its attack attack.pierce the veil.emmure.  and two other ones but anyways.im going with the bestfriend. more moshing :D! haha. although hopefully i'll be able to breathe this time.

haha.  people are watching degrassi next to me.bahah its hilarious they get so caught up in it. i mean it's a show, dont get so into it! but  do what makes you happy i suppose. (:

'& this routine has become so tiring, i'm at a loss for words.'

so much has changed and yet still some things never will. but i guess that's how life is. i mean fighting over the pettiest little things doesnt get you anywhere, in fact it makes u look immature.  but i guess in the end none of it matters. althought i must say im tired of stuck up people who make fun of other people just beccause they think they're in a higher place. you're in highschool shouldn't you guys have respect by now.i was in 3rd period and this guy would not shut up and his friend was just as bad. i mean really. dont try to give someone a 'tutorial' onhow  to do something if you can'tdo it yourself. then get mad at her becauseshe can'tdo it. its just rude and all around idiotic.  yes. im socially awkward i didnt know  it was a crime. im quiet unless u talk to me first or i know you really well.  today is just not my day.  hopefully  after school i'll go home and go to sleep and feel better. if not i'll think of something to do.

bring me the horizon and asking alexandria (:

^(danny and their tour manager i think?)

so on the update on whats been going on lately. i went to the asking alexandria concert in baltimore maryland with amanda (:. and it was fun! we met them afterwards and some other bands who played the show. i  must say, dudes from the UK are gorgeous(:.but anyways back on topic. danny worsnop is not a jerk like everyone says he is, hes actually really sweet! and he did an amzing job live. i wasnt too sure how to expect them to perform live. since  i've heard from a few friends they're horrible live.  they were far from horrible. the crowd went absolutley mental when asking alexandria came out.  they were in general just amazing.his screams are better live then they recording of their cd Stand up &Scream. im anxiously waiting the release of their new cd and the video of their song a prophecy! :D


 and last night we (me amanda and ashleigh went to ap tour with august burns red. polar bear club. emarosa. this is hell. and bring me the horizon.
 i went for bring me the horizon simply because i'ven loved them since i heard diamonds arent forever.
and once again they were amazing live. the crowd at this concert was more intense though. we started at the back made our way to the front and we couldnt breathe at the front and it was horrible.i mean the closturephobicness was awful the view however was amazing!

so we went  back to the back.well far enough away from the crazy moshing but close enough to see bring me the horizon. and after the show. we waited by the tour buses to get oliver syke's signature and we got it! well only after waiting for an hour because poor oli was exhausted and took a nap. dont blame  him! but i took some videos of them performing (: overall these two are some amazing bands you should go listen to !!

my dream car.

 so i still dont have a car sadly ): but my parents said before the sumnme i'll have my dream car! a volkswagen beetle! i love them they're so cute! but i have one  dilema i dont know what year i want :/

but i do want  either a black, blue pearl or pure white beetle with charcoal black interior.
 i either want a 2005 or 2008 model. they just look better to me. i mean one of my closest friends who died. (R.I.P)
 his dream car was a black 2005  convertible beetle with charcoal black interior. he's always wanted one, when we were 18 we planned on driving almost everywhere together thats how close we were. he was going to have a black one & i would have a blue pearl  one or a purewhite one. purewhite is a dull color yes,but you know how the oreo is?  how well it just fits and goes together? black being the cookie white being the cream?
black beetle-cookie
purewhite beetle-cream

it just goes together.
so far the time being im still unsure on what color i want, i know all the features i want but the color is still being debated.
but one thing that wont change is my dream car being a volkswagen beetle.
i love the sound system in the car and the way the car drives in general. it just such an adorable car! <3

kings dominion the haunt.!

last saturday i went to kings dominion, with amanda and ashleigh.
it was really cold:( but it was fun!
we were originally suppposed to go with this guy Grfiffin, but because of different reasons he ended up not going.
 but we still had fun well for the most part anyways.
 i refused to go on the intimidator though! i have a massive fear of high drops.
i mean its 305 feet tall!
 i felt bad for not going on so after i went on the flight of fear well that's what it was supposed to be.
however because it was the haunt  they made it a haunted house ): and me and amanda are terrified of clowns.
so when we walked through the first patch of fog, this alien zombie thing popped out of the window! i screamed so freaking loud, amanda had the death grip on my hand! im suprised it didnt turned blue.
haha but anyways  once the haunt started, nothing really changed except for the fog, but it did had add a  somewhat spooky effect..
 the people were dressed up to scare the tourists or visitors were hilarious!!!
 we were walking to the volcano and this chick was walking around,at first she was walking normally after she saw us  she walked up to us and SNORTED!!
like is that supposed to scare someone!?
i jumped but only because amanda like growled (if thats what you want to call it) i mean i love her to death but shes a creep! hahah. i think she did a better job at scaring me then the people paid to scare!
the last ride we went on was the cript,it was cold outside and the cript had water that sprayed upwards but it also flamed. so the flame kept us all warm.\
haha but overall it was fun! it couldve been better but who can complain.

my favorite ride was boo blasters! woo! only because i love little kid type things it was scooby do based and it had a blacklight inside and you shoot little ghostys! haha it was fun!
 by the summer i plan to get over myfear of high drops. me, my mom and amanda are going again over the summer before warped tour and she's going to help to get me on the thing): oh joy, that should be an unforgettabl experience

7-19-2010 (:

okay so this is alexander. he's  proably  the most respectful guy   i've  ever met. he's adorable as i dont even know. i mean come on now bright blue eyes and well you can see the picture of him. and im lucky enough to date him(:

 7-19 2010.the day almost everything changed. and im happy it did. not only is he my bestfriend.hes also my boyfriend.<3.i've undeniably fallen head over heels for this kid,and i wouldnt change anything about it.i mean yea im only 16. but  i know when IM in love with someone,and i am with him. i  know everyone says' your only 16 you dont know what love is you havent completly lived and experienced everything." but i know what im experiencing now. his name can automatically make me smile like a little kid on their 5th birthday who just got their dream present. i can be crying my eyes out all he has to do is say hello and im instantly smiling.i dont need to be 50 years old or even 90 to know what i feel.  theres a difference between love and lust.i hate the people who can throw the word love around  and they mean nothing by it they just say it just to say it.so

but anyways, i have alot more i could say about him but then this blog will be extremely long, so ill stop it at that.

random thoughts (: (not done)

 well, i figured i'd get a few things off my mind, welll, im kinda blown about the fact i had to take out my 4g gauges:( because one of them started bleeding. gross. second, i need to see my bestfriend like now! I FEEL WEIRD NOT HAVING CLASS WITH HER >:(!

 third, danny worsnop..enough said







gorgeous right!!?!?

 also.taylins a jerk face, for not talking  to us last night, but we went to the mall and had yummy crepes (:.nomnom

hmm.i need new ideas for piercings.im tired of everyone suggest i get a nose ring..ewww nooooo. i hate those!i already have both my cartiledges,gauges, and my sec0nd hole.but im bored with them. i neeed change. hence another reason for dying my hair jet black with platinum blond undertone. well enough of that back to my random thoughts

i miss my boyfriend D: not cool,   we haven't talked since well errrr nevermind...:/

i think people should go look up  the band lakeview and go support ! :)

 they're really good live, and they're so chill, you'd think   they're the people who are all stuck up and stuff but not at ALL! me and my bestfriend are facebook friends with them and  griffins a cool kidd(:

eric- jaxxx junkie!

taylin- ..oddd :p(christofer drew baahhha)



taylin





griffin



homecoming 10'

well, im going proably. my date would be my bestfriend(:
haha. and we need ideas for dresses. i like this one  dress #1, its too.. i dontknow..  flashy i guess for just homecoming. but im in love with the color of this one! ohmygodd!dress #2 ! its simple. with little detail except for the  little  detailed belt around the waist. and it has the burst of color , and itsmy favorite color=]!

but i think out of te top threee i'd go with this one just because its simple yet elegant. it has the neitral color with the slight pattern but not over the top and it has the bright blue (also my favorite color-cottan candy colors)i like this one the best

concerts

artist vs.poet



  so since summers over, we need something to do over winterbreak and on weekends to take a break from school. and i found a bunch of tours and concert dates worth checking out!
1. christofer drew! =]
2.asking alexandria!

3.artist vs.poet

4. the ready set

5.stephen jerzak

so theres just a few bands,you should definitley see artist vs.poet on the fearless friends tour and christofer drew on the harmony tour.i mean music makes everything a little bit better right?it;ll get your mind off all the tests and homework just for the night,but make sure you finish it, you dont want to fail your class just because you saw your favorite artist in concert!

asking alexandria



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christofer drew!